My mother and father who sat by and watched helplessly as I squandered my abilities, yet never gave up on me.
My sisters who watched their brilliant sister take a path of destruction and bring a sort of shame on the family name.
Here I will spend my time sharing my real experiences with you and how they have hindered my ability to thrive outside of porn.
I applied at the Country Club in Gearhart and was fired after the first day because a girl I went to school with told the boss.
I have made it to this point, through feelings of hopelessness and regret, to find strength and reason to move forward.
I do not feel like the person I truly am belongs where I was.
And it still stands that I, outside of a choice that took very little time and effort, am kind and honest, I do not steal or lie, I never cheat and I genuinely want the best for everyone.